Thursday, April 5, 2012

Living the Life....

Well let's see: Car is still broke: it has been since before Thanksgiving.  The head is blown on it. Poor David has tried to make sure it is not something else. Wishful thinking on our parts.  I just want to cry all the time. Nothing is going right!!!! Not one thing.

When I say I am living the life, boy I am just dripping with sarcasm!!! I just don't know how much more I can take :(

I am in a deep dark black hole and there is no way out and no life line. I never would have envisioned this to be my life at 46. So depressing ......

No money to get it fixed (would be at least $700.00) and may only last 6 months.
Can't get a loan for a new car.
No money to get something new to me.

There you go my life in a nutshell. This is what I fought Pancreatic Cancer for 2 years for.... To Live this life..... Whatever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!